“There was just one clear thought: ALLOW. Intuitively I let my body take control of the situation. It was a miracle and the only way to scape the surmounting panic in my mind. For reasons that seem to fail me, even today, I was able to get through this crisis by myself. There in the cool concrete floor, under the shimmer of the city lights an image popped in my mind.” (…)
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Here is where I share the insights of my healing journey with a sincere hope that it can help anyone who might be going through the same.
This is my story, please be kind and hold it in your heart.
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Aquí es donde comparto los aprendizajes de mi recorrido a sanar, lo hago con la esperanza de ayudar a cualquiera que se encuentre en una situación similar.
Esta es mi historia, te pido que la recibas con compasión y la guardes en tu corazón.
Raw - From The Eye of The Storm
“The deeper I dive into this journey, the tougher the conversation becomes. The more I understand, the more I feel and the harder it is to be vulnerable. On days like these I want to put back the armor, close my heart and throw away the key. But is not that simple. Trauma is so complex and goes through so many layers. Sometimes I feel like my mind goes on one direction and my body is just ever hoping to catch up. The cycle of pain runs so deep that even when I know that I can move on, my heart is suddenly paralyzed. My heart has fears of its own".
Read MoreHarness the Rage - Use Its Wisdom To Affect Change
“Once I became aware of what happened to me, even the most innocent hug, event or word would trigger me. Between us, every day felt like a minefield. Raging became my only option. Seeing the man I love hurt and struggle because of what had happened, almost 30 years ago, was beyond infuriating. Acknowledging the impact and suffering it cost my parents and the never-ending shame that we’ve all been carrying for decades was enough for me to burn in anger forever. I felt helpless however rage demands for something to be done, so I was presented with a choice. (…)'“
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